Embun's Playground

Let's Go Somewhere

2012-02-13T13:06:00.003+07:00

I was busy busy busy busy ....and I knew some of my posts are too attractive for some itchy hands. They were my personal feelings. So I delete them, and let me re-write them on another safer place.But, once again ....

Miss Him Already

2011-10-10T21:29:00.002+07:00

So here comes the real challenge for us. He will be leaving me in the next 7 hours... for the next 6 months... somewhere 1,610.3 kilometres away. To wish or not to wish him to miss me is quite tricky. If I wish him to miss me, there would be possibility that such passion turns into desperation or sadness. If I wish him not to miss me, there would be possibility he will have a great time and be

Impossible

2011-09-16T05:43:00.005+07:00

What is impossible?I have just find the impossible is possible.Been underestimating my self for failing, now I see things is not always like always.Do you believe in second chance? I doubt I do, but I have experienced it in personal life (love) and public life (career). The man who I left is there waiting for me the whole year to be together (again). The scholarship which I failed is there

Webify Me

2011-09-08T09:15:00.008+07:00

This is what I get when updating Firefox. A simple quiz consists of 20 questions to define my desktop personality. I like the result, it is pretty cute! here's the link http://bit.ly/ovTRVn :)

Hilal Is The New Moon

2011-08-30T07:31:00.012+07:00

Semalam, tanggal 29 Agustus, sudahkah melihat hilal? Saya belum. Beberapa faktor belum terlihatnya hilal ini antara lain: Saya tidak punya kekeran (binokular) apalagi teropong bintang, sayangnya hendak melihat dengan mata telanjang pun seperti mustahil dengan langit Jakarta yang begitu gelap di malam hari akibat tebalnya polusi udara. Namun demikian, di banyak tempat di penjuru dunia, telah

In Memoriam of Nina

2011-08-14T23:52:00.004+07:00

Aku tidak terlalu mengenalnya. Yang aku tahu, dia cantik, baik, cerdas, rendah hati, mempunyai banyak teman, sabar, tidak suka membicarakan aib orang lain, ibu yang hebat dari tiga anak yang sehat ... dan sosok yang lembut sekaligus kuat. Aku tidak terlalu mengenalnya. Yang aku tahu, kehadirannya selalu memberikan rasa nyaman.... dan kehilangannya menyadarkan betapa sering hal-hal yang

Maaf

2011-07-30T23:02:00.002+07:00

Manakah yang lebih sulit: memaafkan atau meminta maaf?Demi menghindari meminta maaf, seseorang akan berusaha keras untuk tidak berbuat kesalahan. Sayangnya, setiap orang pernah berbuat salah. Aku juga.Lalu bagaimana dengan memaafkan?Maaf erat kaitannya dengan penyesalan. Perasaan kecewa.Demi menghindari kecewa, seseorang akan berusaha untuk tidak berharap terlalu banyak, sehingga ia tidak perlu

The Good Sign

2011-07-11T08:33:00.003+07:00

When a man spends his time alone, taking a nap in holidays... then opens his eyes just to remind you to have your breakfast.I think it's a good sign.

About A Ring

2011-07-07T22:38:00.006+07:00

He gives me a ring. I mean he gives me a phone. I mean not a phone, he is calling.After some silent periods, I can hear his voice again. I feel flattered since he added "sayang" in every pauses. Maybe a dozen. I don't know, I am too blushed to count. Tomorrow he is going to have a final examination of one subject in the training. He needs me to wish him luck.Silent again for some times. Then he

Controversy

2011-07-04T16:09:00.001+07:00

I may say I am in love. However, I find lots of my close friends are unhappy with their relationships right now....and it scares me a bit.C'est la vie!

Just Because...

2011-07-02T00:57:00.006+07:00

Yesterday night, there was a funny experience.I cried.I cried in my bed. I cried because I was happy.The result, I had a headache for the entire morning.It's alright. I am happy.

Happy 75th Birthday Mr. BJ Habibie

2011-06-25T22:56:00.004+07:00

How many of you have pray for other people on your own birthday?This is what I found on twitter before going to bed. It is love. A prayer. Hope.“@habibie_ainun: Terima kasih atas ucapannya kepada semua cucu - cucuku, dan saya selalu berdoa agar kalian menjadi putra-putri Indonesia yang terbaik.”

Getting Along

2011-06-22T20:51:00.004+07:00

Lots of things happen in the office while I am away. A new director and a new subdirector have been appointed today. However, instead of talking things I did not know very well, I better say things been running smoothly these few days, especially on my training of Business English in southern Jakarta.I have met some interesting people in the training, and the most interesting of all are the two

Selembut angin pagi

2011-06-19T09:04:00.004+07:00

Aku ingin mencintai dengan sederhana. Meneleponmu hanya karena ingin mendengar suaramu. Menemanimu hanya karena suka berada di dekatmu.Tidak mudah bagiku untuk mengharapkan seseorang. Aku terbiasa dengan kesendirian, dan ikhlas menjalaninya... karena meski hidupku tidak sempurna namun ia begitu indah.Kini aku rapuh di sampingmu. Mudah-mudahan kamu bersedia melindunginya.

Salah Tingkah

2011-06-09T12:56:00.004+07:00

"aku tidak romantis..." kataku sambil tertawa.Sejak saat itu, dia semakin berani memanggilku "Sayang".Benar-benar menyebalkan, hahaha... :)

Seminar Hypnobirthing

2011-05-19T11:01:00.002+07:00

Hadiri Seminar Keperawatan dengan judul" PERSALINAN NYAMAN DAN MENYENANGKAN DENGAN HYPNOBIRTHING"Keynote Speaker :MENTERI KESEHATAN REPUBLIK INDONESIAdr. Endang Rahayu Sedyaningsih, MPH, DR. PHPentingnya Kenyamanan Dalam Proses PersalinanSpeaker : dr. Boy Abidin, Sp. OG ( Dokter spesialis obstetri dan ginokologiRS. Mitra Keluarga Kelapa Gading)Hypnobirthing Dalam PersalinanSpeaker : Lanny

Leading By Omission

2011-04-26T17:02:00.004+07:00

borrowed from Matt Mulenweg's blog, Ricardo Semler on Leading By Omission.“Every one of us can send emails on Sunday night, but how many of us know how to go to the movies on Monday afternoon? If you don’t know how to go to the movies from 2 to 4, you’re in trouble because you’ve just taken on something that unbalances life, but you haven’t rebalanced it with something else.”(Ricardo Semler)

Pasar Kuliner

2011-03-28T21:09:00.000+07:00

Hadiri Pasar Kuliner - Memanjakan Lidah secara Jogja, 29-30 Maret 2011 buka mulai Jam 12.00 sampai 22.00 di Taman Ismail Marzuki, Plasa Jakarta (antara Graha Bakti Budaya dan Teater Kecil) .Temukan keunikan dan kenikmatan aneka makanan khas Jogja :1. Sate Klatak,Tongseng dan Gulai Kambing, Nasi Goreng Pliket (Mbak Sopiah Kuncen )2. Empal, Babat dan Iso Goreng, Rambak Petis, Abon – semua daging

A Nuclear Reactor Explained by Poop and Farts: Nuclear Reactor Boy's Tum...

2011-03-18T12:28:00.000+07:00

Insan Cendekia Summit 2011

2011-03-02T13:13:00.003+07:00

excerpt from the site:A. OverviewA country’s excellence depends on the quality of its human resources. The excellent and competitive human resource trait will throw a huge added value into a country’s growth.Several infrastructures, to which the aforementioned matters are related, are going to be needed, one of which is education. Human resource expansion through education can be achieved through

I Like Hana Tajima's Style :)

2011-01-16T13:34:00.001+07:00

These are some links of a young fashion designer from London who is also a muslimah, Hana Tajima-Simpson:Hana T on LOOKBOOK.nu: "Become a fan and "hype" Hana's looks on LOOKBOOK.nu."www.stylecovered.comwww.maysaa.com

Raisha, My Sweet and Beautiful Niece

2010-08-10T12:16:00.007+07:00

Raisha suka mencoba topi dan baju-baju yang lucuRaisha suka melihat bayangannya di depan cerminRaisha suka makanan enakdan Raisha suka bernyanyi...

Soupe a l'Oignon

2010-06-29T17:28:00.007+07:00

I have post this recipe in my food blog but I love it sooooo much that I post again here! :D French Onion Soup Bahan:2 bawang bombay, iris berbentuk cincin1 siung bawang putih, cincang halus500 ml kaldu1 sdm (30 g) mentega1 sdm (15 g) tepunggaram secukupnyalada secukupnya bahan crouton (mini sandwich crouton)2 lembar roti tawar1 butir telur, kocok asal lepas2 lembar daging asap2 lembar keju kraft

Starting to Learn French

2010-06-18T09:25:00.004+07:00

I was signing up for a french course on June 15 at Centre Culturel Francais, Jakarta. I have booked for Monday/Wednesday class while it's tentative so could be I will attend Monday/Thursday class.My intention to learn foreign languages other than English or Arabic has started earlier this year. Before this, I've learn German (a very very little) when I was in junior high school and got crushed on

Miss Embun In The Sims 3

2010-06-09T12:54:00.035+07:00

Away from current worldly bad news, I found my own entertainment in The Sims 3. Let's forget about peterporn, Indonesia conspiracy theories, oil spills, Gaza siege, or Guatemala sinkhole for awhile. Above are some screen shots of my previous and current house in the simulation game. My character was a singer, band member, and songwriter who turns to be a mad scientist, best-seller books writer

The Sailboat Test

2010-06-09T10:04:00.000+07:00

You Are Having a Good DayYou feel grounded and stable in your life. There is not a lot of change going on.You are a flexible person. You tend to take life as it comes.You are prioritizing your individuality right now. You have your own stuff to work on.Deep down you crave comfort. You want what's familiar and guaranteed to sooth you.The Sailboat TestBlogthings: Take a Quiz. Annoy Your Friends.

Warrior of the Light Online

2010-05-29T10:59:00.000+07:00

This might be interesting, from the author Paulo Coelho, The Five Laws of Sun Tzu about strategies at war Warrior of the Light Online

Live Loving Way

2010-05-20T17:08:00.004+07:00

This resume was originally written by my uncle, Mr. Dharmono Joyowardono, from the book Handbook To Higher Consciousness written by Ken Keyes Jr. Now with his permission, I post the note below (thank you PakDe) :LIVE LOVING WAY.LIVE LOVING WAY.Million years ago when our animal ancestors had to survive in the jungle, it was necessary to have instantly effective fight or flight mechanism. As

The First, Hope Not The Last

2010-05-11T16:52:00.006+07:00

I click my camera shutter on her for the first time. Now I hope this wouldn't be the last, too. With all of the complexity of political-economical-ironical-comedical situation nowadays, I give no care on dramas.Have been worked for her for years, the former Minister of Finance, Mrs. Sri Mulyani Indrawati. Now if I could wish, I only wish I could be like her (for sure) in one thing: When I

Dine In Hotels

2010-04-29T15:24:00.010+07:00

teriyaki, green beans, calamari, and sirloin steakgrape pudding, peach pie, blackforest, and pineapple sorts of cakes with ganachesorts of fruitsThe nature of my job requires some time spent in hotels. The duration ranges from a half-day meeting to weeks of training. Hotel service could be simple or full of luxury... as it also happens with the food. I've taken some pictures of them, with the

another trivia

2010-04-16T17:03:00.000+07:00

Cikelm took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!""Wants interesting and exciting things to happen i..."Click here to read the rest of the results.

17 Kali Sehari, Tetap Tak Mengerti

2010-04-08T23:09:00.000+07:00

Dengan menyebut nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan semesta alam. Maha Pemurah lagi Maha Penyayang. Yang menguasai hari pembalasan. Hanya kepada Engkaulah kami menyembah dan hanya kepada Engkaulah kami mohon pertolongan. Tunjukilah kami jalan yang lurus. (Yaitu) Jalan orang-orang yang Engkau anugerahkan nikmat kepada mereka; bukan (jalan) mereka yang

True

2010-04-02T11:35:00.001+07:00

For the places I've visitFor the beauties I've seenFor the melodies I've heard ofFor the whispers I've listenedFor the mysteries unsolvedFor the tears have droppedIt wasn't lieIt is not a lieIt wouldn't be a lieThere might be never be foreverIt's only not eternalEspecially on love,especially on love...It should be true.

Nanny's Dreaming

2010-01-17T00:29:00.002+07:00

I have just putting a baby to sleep. Her parents are busy preparing Helmy Yahya's wedding. This baby is cute, pretty, funny, smart and courageous. She's friendly with new people. She's curious with new things. She's not afraid of the dark. She's only afraid to be left alone. For some parts, she's just like me. That's why I can accept now if I feel terrible for being left alone... even if I'm a

Capturing Lights

2010-01-13T13:32:00.009+07:00

As a commuter who lives in suburban area and works in downtown, I'm getting used to visit places temporary. Not every place's pleasant, yet somehow it's nice to share beautiful scenes I've seen there...the afternoon lights of twilight at Terminal Kampung Melayu...the blue and orange sky up above a crowded street...the lights out of my working space...the lights viewed from a wide windowed hotel

Chiroptophobia

2009-12-12T11:22:00.009+07:00

Today's Lesson: For certain points in our life, we should deal with things we do not like the most.I came to the resort for a meeting with technical support in other units. It's already late of night when the meeting ended. I and 4 female co-workers got a 3-room cottage, so I went to bed in my own room at the second floor. Early in the morning, I woke up and heard birds singing in the woods

Notes On Rainy Days

2009-11-20T14:39:00.006+07:00

Let's see what has been happening:Jakarta's weather is not as sunny as usual. Lot's of rain and clouds and winds... and of course flood and traffic jam as well, so 4-hour on street every day is quite normal for me. Some floors in the building I work in are being renovated at night and in daytime... generating noises and ashes to rooms where most staffs are doing their chores, pretending nothing

Amateurs @ Professionals

2009-11-06T12:08:00.017+07:00

How do you feel if people are knowing your work more than knowing you? I've seen a good example of the word 'professional' in one occasion lately....On Monday night, I accompanied my sister to attend a gala dinner held by a lifestyle magazine at five-star Hotel Aryaduta. According to the nature of my sister's business, this gathering was made on purpose to flourish networking between event

Cute Couple

2009-10-23T12:07:00.005+07:00

I've been in this place 17 days ago and will be there again on some project tonight. For the last 3 weeks have lots of meeting out town. Sometimes feel like a bunch of vampires, staying tunes until midnight... noisy and hectic. Thought of being mobile is kinda cool but really I'm homesick... and really miss my Sims 3, and my own bed, and my cats, and my beloved ones in Jakarta ( I mean mom, dad,

Loving and Beloved and Holiday

2009-09-24T10:43:00.007+07:00

There was long weekend and holiday. Mulai libur tanggal 18, hari ulang tahunku yang ke-29. Alhamdulillah sudah dikasih ucapan selamat sejak tanggal 16 pagi sama teman kuliah dulu... ada juga yang ngasih doa bagus-bagus sejak tanggal 17. Tengah malam tanggal 18 dapat sms dari temenku yang bapaknya Aimee dan Aira, "selamat ulang tahun CIKELM, semoga panjang umur, sehat selalu, mendapatkan segala

earth calling on hungry time

2009-09-10T20:52:00.003+07:00

Dear Number +621111111111,Sorry I didn't notice your call on 06.37 pm ~ was in the kitchen cooking oregano spiced walnut fried rice ~ Delicious!(I know I can't call you back, can I? Just like usual...)

Made With (Simple) Love

2009-09-05T22:32:00.009+07:00

My Friday was full. Besides working full-time and spent hours on traffic jam, I was cooking with Mrs. Lily at noon break, then hangout with old friends at night.The second time I visit Mrs. Lily was the second time I cook there. After baking potato bread weeks ago, now's the turn to try a traditional chocolate cake recipe. I made an appointment to meet her on Friday noon-break. Making delicious

Life's Too Short

2009-09-03T15:20:00.015+07:00

These pictures are advertisements of JobsInTown made by Scholz and Friends from Berlin. Miss Mettie of StyleCouch mentioned that these campaign has won Bronze Lion on Cannes Festival 2008. I like them for being serious and funny at the same time... :)Inspiring!

Tiga Puluh Menit

2009-08-17T22:51:00.004+07:00

Di siang bolong hari kemerdekaan yang lembab dan bercuaca panas, di saat orang-orang sibuk berlomba panjat pinang dan pukul-pukulan bantal di atas empang, aku betul-betul kegerahan dan malas keluar rumah. Badanku basah kuyub keringetan, rambutku lepek selepek-lepeknya... rasanya seperti di sauna. Tiba-tiba seseorang yang sudah lama tidak kuketahui rimbanya meneleponku. Katanya, ini adalah

Meeting Oracle

2009-08-09T22:48:00.004+07:00

"tapi, saya sudah buatkan you kue kentang..."Cuma kalimat itu yang mendorongku naik bus kota demi sekadar mengunjungi seseorang yang tidak kukenal di sore hari. Menelusuri kumpulan gedung apartemen dan membuka salah satu pintunya hanya untuk melihat seorang ibu yang sudah teramat sangat tua membuat kue... rasanya seperti di film The Matrix ketika tokoh Neo pertama kalinya bertemu dengan sang

hmm.... how did you do that?

2009-07-27T10:29:00.009+07:00

Readers of this blog have different taste on their favorite posts to read. Some have shown it by frequently typing certain keywords on search engines like force majeure, strange numbers and +621111111111 have. Meanwhile, others are telling that they’re advanced surfers who only visit on personal missions. Not only googling randomly, they’re also showing sophistication by creating, modifying, and

oh, great....

2009-07-25T23:32:00.003+07:00

What a perfect sleep, telepon tengah malam dari nomor yang aneh.Tadinya kukira mimpi, taunya orang yang itu lagi. Setidaknya lumayan daripada hari-hari sebelumnya miskol-miskol doang, kali ini aku sempet denger suara kresek-kresek dengan latar belakang siaran berita TV dalam bahasa asing... kayanya sih bukan bahasa Inggris.Kebetulan hari ini aku juga lagi patah hati. Kok sepertinya pengagum

On Training In Old Hotel

2009-06-21T22:20:00.009+07:00

This is my first night at this hotel, an old place with various reviews. Located on oldest part of Jakarta, some have said it was spooky yet some have associated it with the term 'ayam'. So I didn't know what kind of surprise was waiting before I came here. Hopefully no one would stare at me as if I'm one of those ayams (in case if they're exist, kidding....). Besides, I keep some kind of

Fitting On Widget

2009-06-16T13:25:00.003+07:00

Inspired by a reference who'd gave some comments on my previous post, I decide to give this cute widget a try.Welcome to cbox :)

Buzzy... Buzzy...

2009-06-15T17:20:00.002+07:00

Where should I start?location not found on the mapemailed photos with edited color of my lipstickbuzz from reserved country codespam comments on food blogThank you, thank you... I'm oredy overwhelmed. Let's analyze one-by-one:about the blank spot, does anyone know where location of Mega Jawa Tengah really is? One record says the location would automatically show up on any browser using Indosat

My Baby

2009-06-08T16:36:00.005+07:00

a reason to love:~ not of office facility, this one was bought with my own money~good, girl... :)well, there's a little secret of this: the money i took is a little from saving for my wedding

Simple Notes

2009-05-31T10:21:00.009+07:00

Dear Mr. Strange Numbers,I understand your frequent attempts of reminding me to update my posts of you due to newest colors of this blog. So here I'm telling you I have update it. All entire words are now readable; I hope you're happy (you really care of appearance, don't you?)I also appreciate your attempt on showing your existence significantly to me. You've checked my signal (again) on 2.45 am

a-muse-ment

2009-05-29T11:02:00.009+07:00

He's making sure I'm reachable by randomly checking my signal and activities whenever I'm unaware or sleeping. It happened last night, three days ago, days ago... and days and days ago. Is he worried I'll move to another planet and change my number? He's attempting to be totally incognito a.k.a unrecognizable with his existence in my life. He wants to know and reach me but doesn't want to be

Mrs. Lily In White Gown

2009-05-24T20:41:00.013+07:00

Some ordinary things are like fluorescent, they glow in the dark. Therefore, I'm grateful being able to meet inspiring people in unexpected moments of life... such like in the most boring times on weekend in the hospital:When I first met Mrs. Lily, I was taking care of my sick brother. She is very old, beautiful, soft-spoken, and wearing entirely white apparel from top-to-toe. She is 76, almost

Before and After

2009-05-18T08:35:00.007+07:00

Another person of my past had contacted me on a social networking website. She's married now and has a beautiful baby. When we were together in a boarding junior high school, she was a very, very popular girl with cool stuffs attributed to her. She knew how to dance, was a professional basketball player, had handsome boyfriends, wore anything 'in' and was a trendsetter among us. I know I can't

Changing Clothes

2009-05-16T13:42:00.002+07:00

I'm changing clothes on this blog, as they say: appearance affects mood. So what do you say, isn't this new theme pretty cute too? :)

ID #714917419

2009-04-26T09:01:00.005+07:00

Everything that has a beginning has its end.When he started contacting me on November 17th 2007, I knew it would be ended but I don't know when or how. He knows much about me and I nearly know nothing about him. He knows how I work, how I run my daily chores, my traits and interests, and perhaps... my fears. At first, he made it daily routines to send me emails every dawn or midnight just to say

Impress Strangers

2009-04-17T20:45:00.001+07:00

You want strangers to think you're attractive. You want to be seen as gorgeous and sexy. You want your friends and family members to think you're smart. You like been seen as insightful and wise. You are at your most playful when you are around family and friends. You are more serious around people you don't know well. You let strangers see parts of you right away, but you believe in keeping

Sense and Learn

2009-04-17T18:59:00.004+07:00

Few weeks ago, I applied for a Google AdSense. I wondered how it would work, is it good or bad, would I get my privacy violated (is there any privacy on the net?), and of course, I would lie if I say I haven't ever think of money. Mister Google sent me email last night showing approval, it's a little surprise for my friend told me that her application was declined because lack of traffic on her

Abstraction

2009-04-08T10:47:00.005+07:00

I just get back from Purnawarman Street for registration. They already handed modules dan schedules, so starting from Monday I'm ready for the two weeks courses then exams. The subjects are ranging from IQ tests to bureaucratic ethics. If everything goes well, I would get promotion and better salary... a good news especially for a working girl who is housewife-wannabe just like me :) You know, I

Flowers and Herbs

2009-04-07T12:05:00.007+07:00

Some points:After friendster and YM was banned in workplace since long time ago, now it's facebook turn.There is a way to define whether a female is depressed or not: it's her weight. If she's too thin or in contrary is overweight, means she's depressed. If she's happy enough, her body would have pleasant curves as an eye candy.I think I'm a bit depressed.... shown by facebook ban and 3 kg

Hi-Tech 70+

2009-04-04T13:00:00.006+07:00

I made a site for my 74-year-old uncle so he can share his knowledge and valuable life experiences to anyone who needs. Yesterday, I sent him email looking for response and feedback. I thought he might want some improvements or changes to make the site better, whether on appearance or tools, and I also asked his permission to put on some photographs. Later, I can't stop smiling after reading his

Poetry Intermezzo

2009-04-02T16:47:00.005+07:00

Wulan is one of few my friends who likes to keep contact in unique ways. Once, she said she want to be a writer... so I become one of her victims whenever her talent shows up. Below is her poetry sent to my cellphone yesterday:Temani Akudalam letih kuberi kabarbahwa kau yang kuingatdan mungkin mampumembuatku tertawadalam duka kusampaikanbahwa mungkin kau yang mampumelerai hikmahdalam riang

Facebook Parents

2009-03-19T12:20:00.011+07:00

When my 74-year-old uncle added me as his friend in Facebook yesterday, I was slightly terrified.I worried he would had a heart attack seeing my profile contains of silly application box, photos, and comments. He is much respected person that people used to arrange words carefully every time they talk to. 'Pak De' likes to challenge me intellectually on conversations of historical books and

Related In Time

2009-03-17T16:31:00.007+07:00

from left to right: Mrs. Syamsa Nauman, Nelly Magdalena, Mrs. Sudiro, a friend of family (unidentified), Mr. Nauman, Kencanawati, Tarmizi Firdaus, Mr. Sudiro, and Nien Khamsawarni.Aunt Elly has hobby collecting old photos... and one day she found this picture. We can see a little boy was sitting on Mr. Sudiro's lap, and that boy is my dad.With no more clues of present time, this photo would have

Sepoi Sepoi

2009-03-12T09:46:00.006+07:00

image from myspaceLelaki dan Rembulanby Franky SahilatuaRembulan di malam harilelaki diam seribu katahanya memandanghatinya luka hatinya lukahatinya luka Udara terasa beratkarena asmara sesakkan dadaketika cinta terbentur dindingterbentur dinding Bukalah hatiku hatimu yang selalu membekuagar ku lihat lagi rembulan di wajahmujangan sembunyikan hatimu padakuLelaki dan rembulan bersatu di

never (ever)

2009-03-02T08:59:00.009+07:00

picture of Raisha, my beatiful niece :)These are anecdotes popping out into my head, so don't take it seriously as I don't either :)Reasons Men Would Never Marry Me:I'm not an expert chef (easy to complain on foods I cook)I'm not stupid (won't be easy to lie to me)I do most things alone (seem like I don't need a hero)I'm controlling myself (seem they would have less control on me)I'm not easy to

Secret Gifts

2009-02-23T15:15:00.009+07:00

I'm making myself vulnerable in the journey of finding the right love. I've been taking so many risks that people whom I close with are starting to complain on my decisions. Some of them think I'm not deserved to be treated in some ways, yet some think I should open my heart and give other guys some chances.Have met so many people yet have known so many names, sometimes I feel there are something

Office Rumours

2009-02-16T14:16:00.007+07:00

I went to a wedding party last Saturday. The groom is my co-worker. Just like usual, I was played by fellow friends there, seniors and juniors, who saw me single-but-not-seem-available. Once a bald and middle-aged senior said he would had been marry me if only he was just still young and good looking, yet another senior joked by wishing me to be his daughter-in-law but he waited for so long that

Why?

2009-02-13T07:05:00.002+07:00

Does anyone have any explanation why tear drops sneaking out of my eyes when i failed to bake a lemon cake on wednesday night? :)I'm embarrassed....

Stay Up Night

2009-01-26T19:15:00.015+07:00

Two reasons to stay up late two days in a row...REASON #1 : STRAWBERRY CAKE & APPLE PIEFriday, January 23rd9 pm - baking strawberry cake till midnight... failed of too much baking powder, so I change my mind to an apple pie and succeed on 3 am :)Saturday, January 24th7 am - restarted making the strawberry cake, bring all the cake and pie to visit a friend's newborn baby on 11 am, then have some

Chicken Noodle

2009-01-19T14:13:00.006+07:00

Finally met on last Friday. Looking for something to eat never been this exciting. Eating out on starry night, I don't mind getting lost with him in traffic jam. Don't know how his feeling actually, but I'm feeling happy. He seemed quiet, maybe shy... and oh, I think I should take care of my mouth very, very carefully. I try to make some light conversations but I never thought he's very sensitive

Therapy

2009-01-13T11:24:00.009+07:00

I don't know with you,but I found a new therapy for myself. Besides spending quiet time alone, praying, having enough rest, nutrition, and exercises, I find peace in preparing foods. My mother often questioning this my new hobby, especially because I go home already late most of the time.I wish she understands that I feel better by doing things I feel good at. I really am tired... but please, I

Private Talking

2008-12-27T20:45:00.004+07:00

She's inspiring me not because of her intelligence being the first female electro-engineer in Bukittinggi. Also, not because of her beauty as Sunsilk icon nor of her enormous wealth and networks, anyone who have the chance to interact with her would feel the same first impression that this my 60-year old Tante Nien is best-known for her kindness.Different with most senior members of my big family

Love Letters

2008-12-22T23:30:00.002+07:00

Some reference books assume most men are visual perceptors. I understand guys are attracted to chicks who are good-looking and that’s why men magazines are filled by pictures of women. What I haven’t realized is that sometimes men prefer to read more than just to looking at. I thought reading is boring for guys and novels are only for hopeless romance-hungry ladies. I thought active guys are keep

Transferred

2008-11-21T09:03:00.002+07:00

a new job is waiting, and there is secret negotiation between big bosses: who's going to be my next boss. rumour is one boss would swap two personnels in order to get me handle this job. they're buying my experience.

Song for Babies

2008-11-20T13:42:00.006+07:00

Sudah lama aku tidak mendengar suara gitar Papa. Gitar tua buatan Jerman yang usianya hampir dua kali lipat umurku... dan konon pernah menjadi gitar termahal di masanya.Pagi ini, sewaktu aku sibuk berpakaian di kamar dan siap-siap berangkat ke kantor, mengalun lagu yang indah dari ruang makan kami. Sayup-sayup terdengar suara orang menyanyi... dan ternyata Papa sedang membuat lagu untuk Raisha,

All I Am

2008-11-15T12:35:00.016+07:00

Just in case I feel geli-geli somewhere inside my heart... this is a song represents the mood :) I repeat it and again... and again... and again... All I Am by Yana Julio.Who do you think you seeWhen you look at meIs it somebody strongSomebody you could admireAnd who do you think I amWhen I take your handAre you counting on meTo fill your dreams and your desiresChorusWell all I amIs lonely (just)

From Jalan Aceh To Paris van Java

2008-11-11T08:45:00.014+07:00

I spent my last Sunday going to Bandung with three of my friends, Reni, Sigit, and Jatu for a wedding. We came as ambassador of elementary school friends, so we may called as 'tamu dari Jakarta' :)Well actually, if it's not for the groom, Iervan, we hardly take such a long journey to Bandung in that rainy day. Sigit would had gulity feeling as Iervan has come to his place to hand invitation cards

Untukmu

2008-11-08T17:43:00.014+07:00

picture: Fibraottica by LoguBila kau bertanyasiapa diriku yang sebenarnyaingatlah,aku hanya si gadis bingungyang berusaha romantissering bertemu orang yang tepatdi waktu dan tempat yang salahaku pohon tempat berteduhyang ditinggal musafirsetelah mengumpulkanjiwanya yang terserakbila kau bertanyaapa saja yang kujumpaisebelum dirimuinilah aku, sayangku...menerima puisi tanpa namadi usia kedua

Congratulations!

2008-11-05T14:09:00.016+07:00

photo source: Yahoo!Congratulations for Obama and America! May God bless you :-)This is a gentleman should be like... humbled after a victory, he's immediately called and asked for helping hands of his once-rival, McCain, like Detik.com has reported from AFP, "Saya perlu bantuan Anda, Anda merupakan pemimpin dalam begitu banyak isu penting"

Candu

2008-11-02T22:56:00.013+07:00

Apakah yang dimaksud dengan kecanduan aka addiction itu?Baru-baru ini aku mengikuti sebuah kuis di situs Men's Health, mendapatkan skor 17 dari kisaran 8-24. Artinya, kecenderunganku terhadap kecanduan adalah rata-rata. Meski kuis ini dibuat oleh sebuah majalah pria, ia dapat diikuti kedua gender karena memberi wawasan yang informatif mengenai hubungan sebab-akibat dari suatu kebiasaan. Sangat

Pengumuman: Ada Yang Kehilangan HP?

2008-11-02T08:57:00.016+07:00

Telah ditemukan sebuah ponsel di dalam sebuah taksi di depan lampu merah Superindo perempatan Galaxi - Jaka Permai pada subuh hari Minggu tanggal 2 November 2008. Pemiliknya dapat menghubungi nomor 08128433007 dengan menyebutkan nomor seri dan telepon selulernya sebagai konfirmasi.Demikian agar menjadi maklum, atas perhatiannya diucapkan terima kasih.

I Don't Mind At All

2008-10-22T09:41:00.037+07:00

Yesterday,someone was asking me emotionally 'heavy' questions. He beg my pardon before doing so and after that he feel sorry for making me told stories.picture: Magik Lantern by Noah HoganHowever, deep inside my heart I admire his courage to ask such questions. I trust him and I respect him, so I have no other choice than giving him the best answer I can give. I wish more people has the courage

Lesson From a Lunch Time

2008-10-16T14:03:00.028+07:00

My personal life is totally messy and in some way I know how my contribution in making it. I let people treat me as they like and I thought I like it too but now I realize I only kill my own personality slowly in the most painful way. Rather than being a strong wonder woman, I start to have a numb feeling and I realize it's not what I want to be.Picture Note: Calm by Vlad GerasimovToday, I learn

Hello, Strange Numbers

2008-10-13T11:36:00.009+07:00

Statistics today on received calls in my cellphone:+621111111111 miscalled 3 times on September 5th, 15th and 19th 2007.+6211111112104 called once on January 5th 2008.+6211111112081 miscalled twice on October 11th and 13th 2008.Private number miscalled 13 times since May 9th 2008.+621111111111 consists of 10 number 1.+6211111112104 redirected voice call that can't be called back.+6211111112081

Cooking Challenge

2008-10-10T12:06:00.014+07:00

My biggest fear for being a woman is not about trying to look smart, beautiful, or being knowledgeable on sex, men or child care. I could easily forgive my lack of sights on those things and not letting them shake my world.The one thing that constantly put my confidence on the test was cooking skills. My mother is a good cook, my grandmother was a good cook, my aunts are good cooks... seems that

Holiday

2008-10-04T20:29:00.012+07:00

Idealnya,liburan yang indah sepanjang satu minggu ini juga berisi agenda mengenal 'someone special' calon bapaknya anak-anak (huhuhu... sok romantis). Mereka bisa saja jalan-jalan ke museum, berwisata kuliner, pergi belanja bersama, atau sekadar berkunjung dan mengenal keluarga satu sama lain; something nice and simple, sebagaimana pernah dilakoninya 2 tahun yang lalu.Apalah daya,kini selain

Anonymous

2008-09-26T15:35:00.001+07:00

Tadi malam dia datang lagi. Entah apa maksudnya, membangunkanku pada pukul 11.35 dan 01.58. Manusia tanpa nama. Ia pergi sebelum aku sempat membuka mata. Seperti biasanya.

Birthday Wishes :-)

2008-09-18T16:20:00.006+07:00

These wishes were sent from special people in my life today:Happy bday! Wishing all ur dreams will be come true.. Wishing u will be a better person than before.. (Rassty - 00.15 WIB)This star is searching 4 U 2 say: Happy BelZDei Embun ^.^ wih u dbest shining star in ure life (Dinda - 05.26 WIB)I ask God 2 sent an ANGEL 2 watch over ..U.. But the angel come back 2 me n say "an ANGEL doesnt need

Johari Window

2008-09-12T14:33:00.004+07:00

Gambar di atas adalah Jendela Johari yang dikutip dari Wikipedia. Pertama kali aku mengenalnya di kelas Perilaku Organisasi. Konsep ini dicetuskan oleh Joseph Luft dan Harry Ingham pada tahun 1955... dimana Johari adalah gabungan dari nama kedua orang tersebut.Jendela Johari adalah perangkat sederhana yang dapat menjelaskan 4 wawasan yang terjadi selama kita berinteraksi dengan orang lain:1)

Daily Force Majeur

2008-09-10T11:33:00.001+07:00

Apa itu force majeur?Sesuai definisi yang umum pada ilmu akuntansi, force majeur adalah kondisi luar biasa seperti bencana alam atau krisis yang tidak biasanya terjadi sehingga dapat dijadikan pengecualian dan dapat dicantumkan tersendiri pada catatan laporan keuangan.Dengan alasan force majeur, biasanya aku mengalihkan metode transportasi ke kantor dengan meningkatkan faktor risiko dan biaya...

Yellow Umbrella

2008-09-09T10:13:00.006+07:00

When faced with adversity, you approach problems with an amazing clarity. Alert and energetic, you are the type of person who is "always on."Unlike most people, you are pretty immune to burnout and exhaustion.You can dig deep and do what needs to be done.And still have time to enjoy life.On a rainy day: you stay home and catch up on chores.

What Country Are You?

2008-09-08T15:28:00.004+07:00

They say,YOU ARE SWEDEN.You are a calm, soft spoken person. You are well mannered and classy. You enjoy listening and learning. You are open to new ideas. You are very moderate. You don't over do anything and shy away from extremism. You have an eye for design. You can see the beauty in simple things

(fluff)Friends

2008-09-04T13:33:00.006+07:00

Perkenalkan: Mister Kodok.Dia adalah kesayanganku di Facebook. Makanan kesukaannya antara lain kentang goreng, permen jagung, jamu, gulali, sepatu butut, kacang, selai kacang, dan masih banyak lagi.Aplikasi (fluff)Friends baru-baru ini mengeluarkan sebuah fitur baru yaitu pilihan untuk membuat nama domain (fluff)Friend sesuai dengan keinginan kita. Jadi, untuk teman-teman yang ingin berkunjung ke

This Morning

2008-08-30T15:18:00.007+07:00

Breakfast menu is fried chicken, eggplants and chili with soybean ketchup :-) ......my dad was learning way to use internet browsing his lecture materials on landscaping painting subject (he doesn't know I was taking this picture :p)...... and I was busy uploading and sharing graduation pictures with my friends... ...isn't it cute? :-)

What Avatar?

2008-08-30T12:10:00.012+07:00

On August 22nd, I had this YM conversation through Yahoo Mail Beta, which was pretty normal... except for the fact that I didn't really know what we've been talking about:He said: helloI said: hello. how are you? im working... brbHe said: your mode pic, nice. okey. ı m good. you? are you in office now?I said: yes He said: ok. what time is it there?I said: its 19.45 or 07.45 pm, and there? btw im

What Does Your Bed Say About You?

2008-08-28T13:11:00.004+07:00

I'm a bit speechless this few days... might be caused of lack of sleep, infatuation factor, or simply just because I have done most of thinking and talking part in the workplace (humm.... not much fun)Therefore, I thanked Blogthings for helping my part on recreating, refreshing and reflecting, so here is a new knowledge I found today:Outward appearances are very important to you. You do your best

Aku Lebih Baik Daripada Dia

2008-08-22T16:41:00.006+07:00

Tulisan ini diteruskan dari sebuah mailing list. Isinya sungguh bagus dan menurutku akan lebih baik bila terus disebarkan menjadi ilmu yang bermanfaat. Aku sangat berterima kasih bila ada yang berkenan memberitahu sumber aslinya untuk dapat kupasang link nya di sini. Selamat membaca :-)Suatu hari, Allah swt berfirman kepada Nabi Musa as, Hai Musa, bila nanti kau akan bertemu dengan-Ku lagi,

How To Choose

2008-08-20T13:13:00.005+07:00

Recently, I read nonfiction book written by David Freemantle titled How To Choose. This book tells us about the idea of small decisions that has big impacts on our life. It's explained in one review on a reader's social community www.goodreads.com:Every day we face hundreds of choices. Some of them simple, some of them tough. Many of them we don't even really think about. Yet cumulatively they